BECOMING A BETTER BLAIR
When I started to build this space, I never thought I would be sharing my feelings so intimately. What to share and what to keep as mine has been a huge barrier for me as I've worked through creating content / finding my voice.
The thing is, these are the words that came to me. Words on how I feel is what poured out of me. The more I wrote, the happier I became. A cathartic release. So I am going with it. Authenticity is the goal for this project. Filtering out my feelings is the antithesis of that.
I've given myself permission to make this a space where I can explore the world that works inside me. To observe how it plays with the world we live in. I have so many different emotions, amebas of different tinglings. Sharing them here makes me feel vulnerable. These stories are real. They are me. And here they are on the internet.
My hypothesis is that exposing how I really feel will help face for-real fears and manifest healthy changes. That it will facilitate authenticity and growth. I have to believe that we can change the world through the energy created from inside. This is the most blatant experiment in that theory.
Life is really messy and I’m working through it. Here’s what I’ve learned so far.
The books that have made me a better human and have helped me expand.
Feeling compassion in all of the ways rn. Outlining how I come back to it, especially when it's hard.
Getting clear on what I want in this new year. Using it to focus my energy where it matters.
Being brave was one of my most challenging resolutions this year. Talking about what I've learned by doing.
I've failed and I am so thankful. Spelling out the two worst blowouts of my 20s. Oh baby.
A look back at my resolution to be happy. I am changing, that's for certain. Are you?
This is a love story. It's about deep fried pastries and fated love.
I am becoming me. A story in coming home to my true self.
My internal dialogue has shifted to friendship. This is how.
The things that feel important this year.
Not letting perfection get in the way of progress. A Story.
Identifying fear and learning to overcome it.
Three "weird, old tricks" that I ground into when I am feeling off-center.
I'm a weird eater. A story!
Three Intentions to groud into happiness.
This is the beginning of a life-changing adventure.